Monday, April 18
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8:28:00 PM
too many things that i wanna say but i don know where can i start from ... things just start accumulating !!! tears is part of my everyday life !!!! i may look happie and cheerful outside but deep inside ... no one will ever understand how i feel !!!! neither do i know !!! i just know that it is terrible !!! things just dont go right from the beginning .... i tell myself to be strong but i feel weak inside !!! i dont know how long can i last !!! but i promise i will last for as long as i can !!!