Beautiful Awakening

A mixture of feelings
I hate myself
For losing to temptations
Exam is coming
Where's all my anxiety ?
This time round
It feels different
Maybe I am still deeply affected by the set back
Let me feel the stress
Let me feel nervous and anxious
I hate myself for feeling so relax when exam is just round the corner
Tell me i can succeed again
Starting from scratch
Where's all my confidence ?
Is tough ...
I am failing myself ...

Tuesday, February 20

11:35:00 PM

I am yet in love with another show
Call me childish
I dont deny it...

Friday, February 16

12:11:00 PM

Not jealously
Not envious
Somehow some people are born lucky
One of them is you
I made a grave mistake
By confronting you
On some minute stuffs
I know it maybe my doom day
I can imagine the scene whereby everyone is pointing accusing fingers at me
Till now
I still think i am not in any sense wrong
But there's no way I can explain myself in a way that you or anyone else can understand me
A person full of pride and ego
Yet I have to appease you in the hope of not ruining your day
A day so meaningful to you
But meaningless to me
I hope somehow someone can understand how i feel
Cos i cant possibly bring myself to tell anyone bout this
Bout how i actually felt
More than anything
I just want to get out of this feeling
I know I am on my way
Almost there...

Tuesday, February 13

8:26:00 PM

I hope i can find someone that can talk bout anything under the sun
So afterall is not so good to keep everything to yourself
There's time when i want to burst
Deflate me
Make me feel that there's always someone there when i need you
I am barely hanging on...

Sunday, February 4

1:06:00 PM

Mugger does nothing but mug. Ppl i m bored. Stress. overwhelm by how much i have to study for exam and how tough they said the papers are. A friend of mine told me that we will get a shock when we see the exam papers so be prepared. Damn. All this crap stuffs. i thought i already had enough for a's. this is yet another nightmare. Endure. mugger.

Thanks for forgetting all bout it. I jolly well deserve to have fun. not only you. Damn. now i feel stupid. i will put a full stop to everything. No more.

HELLO

May sunshine be with you

ME MYSELF I

Temperamental person with a complicated personality. A person whose cover doesn't match its content.

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