Beautiful Awakening

Throw me to a faraway land. I am dying to go overseas. On a happier note, I am looking forward to tmr. At least there's goodie goodie nice food to cheer up the ever monotonous day. here's some pics to make my day better.

These are the pretty creations by dearest yw =)

The ever lovely jeannette.

The dance babes on jess's bday bash =)

I kept having bad dreams bout my upcoming exams. Arghx. I am exhausted. Best bud sms me just now to say her exams had ended. when will it be my turn ? 22 may 2007. the day i will regain my freedom. Meanwhile stay a mugger and continue having nightmares. Counting down 8 days

Thursday, April 26

10:58:00 PM

Dreading it yet i want it to come soon
Smiling yet i dont even know if i am happy
I think i know yet i feel i've got more to study
Feeling time is running out yet i feel there's still some time left
Feeling sleepy yet i cant fall asleep
Studying yet i feel i am not doing enough
My life has become full of contradictory
As monotonous as it can be
Didnt i say i am not resenting it. Yes i am.
Freaky life and a dying brain
It will be over soon. 26 days to freedom.
Nuts nutty mugger is staying strong =)

Tuesday, April 24

11:43:00 AM

At least i dont resent it.
At least i m working hard for something i m yearning for.
At least my brain is working.
At least i m not idling around.
At least i m not hook to tv shows now.
At least i know that i must work hard.
At least i know what i want now.
At least i know freedom is within my reach now.
At least i know that i will live through that nightmare.
At least i have convinced myself to stay strong
Counting down 14 days.

Friday, April 20

9:21:00 PM

I am sitting in front of the comp blogging because nothing gets into my brain.
Open a hole and let everything in.
How i hope i can do this .
Irritating exam. counting down... 19 days.

Thursday, April 19

9:30:00 PM

I wanna indulge in all the sinful desserts
I wanna go shopping
I wanna chill with my friends
I wanna daydream without realising how time passes
I wanna go to the beach with the ever bright sun, ever melodious sea waves and the finest sand
I wanna obsessed myself in the mountains of good books
I wanna seat by esplanade and reminisce all the fond memories
I wanna go overseas
I wanna sing my lungs out at ktv
I wanna have a movie marathon
I wanna go hiking
I wanna go kayaking
I wanna go gaga over tv dramas
I wanna enjoy the sunrise and sunset
I wanna seat in a cafe and enjoy the day with my favourite novel
I wanna go arab street and have my share of egyptian cuisine
I wanna go backpacking in nepal
All I wanna now is to have the strength and courage to overcome this hurdle
Determination, focused and hard work
Yes. I need them all ...
After the hurdle, it will be time to satisfy all my wannas
Way to go, nuts nutty mugger....

Sunday, April 15

10:28:00 AM

This is the first ever time i m so unlucky on friday the 13th. i know is two days back but i m thinking how can i ever be the victim of friday the 13th. Arghx. Anyway, the day started off well until when i came back from the toilet and into my school library, my shoe strip actually snap. disgusting. i have to use lots of scotch tape to make sure that it doesnt snap again, at least before i reach home. and the most disgusting thing is i should have run after the bus 61 but thinking that my shoe strip will snap. so end up i see the bus leave right before my eyes and i simply stood waiting for half hour for another bus 61, feeding the mosquitoes with my blood. irritating day. but still things always get better slowly... alright gotta go back to sch to mug. ta. Nightmare will be over soon. Nuts nutty mugger =)

Tuesday, April 10

10:38:00 PM

I am going through hell now.
But i decided to stay strong
Please let me believe once again that hard work does pay off
But the question is
Am i working hard now ?
Discouraging question.
Confused
Get me out of the maze.
I need to see the light in the darkness that i see now.

Thursday, April 5

9:29:00 PM

This is one of those days that i felt moody
Real moody
Arghx....
Pls assure me that things are fine
Cos i dont think this way now
Allow some miracles to happen
I need some simple pleasures in life
I say i will stay strong
So i will be
But let me take a breather before i reassure myself again.
Nuts nutty gritty mugger is not that strong afterall.

Tuesday, April 3

11:46:00 PM

A really late dinner
But a great one
Havent seat down together for a meal for so long
Even though i m a sinner now
Thinking of the calories that went through my mouth
Fried chicken rice at hours like 2200
More sit-ups and stretching will not suffice
But i felt the family warmth
And that i think matters more
Okay. admit it. more sit-ups in the days to come.

Insane i maybe. With time running out and exam nearing. How can i not be insane ? Nuts nutty mugger...

HELLO

May sunshine be with you

ME MYSELF I

Temperamental person with a complicated personality. A person whose cover doesn't match its content.

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