Beautiful Awakening

On and off. i think is my own problem. if my heart ever listens to my brain. what have you done to my heart, why isnt it listening to me ? Let me drift away. drift till i sorted out everything.

Quote of the day:
Antoine de Saint-Exupery:
Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction.

Monday, January 22

11:28:00 PM

Thanks for all the fun at dnd. lol.

I'm gotta meet the dance babes on sat. Something comforting and i m looking forward to it. Other than that. I gotta be a mugger. First paper in 2 weeks time. Arghx. Mugger. way to go. i m stress.

*Someone pls tell me i cant fall in love anymore. cos i feel my heart is not functioning well out of the sudden. Arghx. Resist. Forget and Dont talk bout it.

Wednesday, January 17

10:21:00 PM

As much as i wanted to say
I decided not to say.
Nothing to say in fact.
What have i gotta say?
I cant tell you nor anyone
cos i don want the same thing to happen again
With all the accusing fingers pointing in my direction
Everyone is standing on your side
And i start to feel stupid
Start to blabber nonsense
And you just seems as though you dont care a bit
And i am the only one who starts something out of nowhere
To make you feel bad
I seriously hate the way i am feeling
It just comes and go
When it goes. everything is great
When it comes. i thought as though the whole world is upside down
How i hope i have never met you. or your.
I have only myself to blame...

Tuesday, January 16

12:06:00 AM

Stop lying to yourself.
Face the reality
When things all falls apart.
Who will be here ?
Just you girl. Just you alone.
I am gotta be strong to face it cos i am sure you wont be here.

Let me turn back time. how i hope i have never met you. Close yet i feel a distance.
An imaginary wall. So illusionary yet it is hard to remove.
Tried but failed. I thought i have did it.
Turn back . Turn back time.
Cos i feel i am always living under your shadow
I want to have my own shadow now.
Turn back to the time before i met you
Let me drift away from you. Cos now i want myself back.

Sunday, January 14

12:30:00 PM

Now I am confused.
What are you exactly up to ?

Friday, January 12

12:18:00 AM

I look funny in this picture. haha. Anyway dinner and dance next fri. I dont wanna screw it up. Hasnt been studying. Lazy Lazy. I will get my study momentum back. By hook or by crook. Starting from later. when i wake up at 8.30am. Till then, i shall have a good night sleep =) ta.

*So memories are not just memories. they are the bridges between the past and the present. Be it sad or happy memories. I do cherish it. Great thanks to all my friends who make me feel living in this world is all the more worthwhile*

Tuesday, January 9

10:53:00 PM

Are things getting better ?
Event is finally over and to me , it is definitely a success.
Thanks to everyone who makes it a happening event.
Tests are over. Definitely not doing well for it
So moral of the story is to study harder.
Whats Up next ?
More meeting up with my friends
Exams and revision workshops
This means i have to turn my clock around
More time studying.
Less time idling around.
Please get my study momentum back...

Is weird.I realised is normally in crowded area that one feels lonely. Lonely heart just gets even lonelier...

Tuesday, January 2

11:18:00 PM

No more emo...
Suddenly the feeling is gone.
I guess things will get better....
So no worries...
Life goes on and i live on
Strong, optimistic and hopefully happy =)

Once someone told me: People feel sad because they focus on whatever they dont have. But why dont they focus on something they already have and cherish it. People will be happier this way. Nothing much to start with in fact but still cherish it !!!!

HELLO

May sunshine be with you

ME MYSELF I

Temperamental person with a complicated personality. A person whose cover doesn't match its content.

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