Beautiful Awakening

is being a while since i blogged .... not much things happen but m thinking a lot recently .... bout almost everything .... sometime i realli enjoy time when i m alone at home ... the serenity .. i guess everyone need some time to themselves !!!!! my feelings and thoughts r realli mixed up ... i need to put it back to the right place !!!!

been feeling realli lonely recently .... although i ve my frenz around me ... but sometime just feel that i m the onli living soul in this world !!!! being seperated from my besties in yj ... i miss them loads ... even though we r in the same sch and on certain day we even have common break .... we get to see one another in sch but don know y ... i just seems to miss last yr when we had our lessons together !!!!! i m not saying that i don like my current class ... but i just cant find someone in my current class where i can confide in and talk bout almost everything under the sun !!! haizzzzz ... seriously i make a lot of wrong decisions last yr ... is too late to regret !!!!

time realli flies ... counting down is less than 4 months to A's !!!! think i better mug harder ... maybe mugging can just divert my attention from other stuffs !!!! by right .. i shldnt be thinking bout other stuffs too !!!!!! haiz .... okay shall go back to mugging .... gotta work hard .... the final fight !!!!!

Monday, July 4

sch starting .... 11:43:00 PM

m doing gp essay outline but getting bored so decided to come online for a little while before getting back to work !!!! i m getting crazy over gp .... gotta try to meet the deadline on fri .... think i better buck up ... *ganbetta* anywayz ... gotta start sch tmr .... back to my normal hectic life !!!!! haha but seriously i m having a mixed feeling ... feeling moody and at the same time happie !!!! lol think i study too much till my nervous system cant realli control my feelings !!!! haha hope everything will be fine tmr and the rest of the days till A's finish !!!!! anywayz here is my fav dog ... haha *Golden Retriever* and a bunny wanted so badly to have the dog at home ... maybe life wont be that lifeless with a dog around =)

Friday, July 1

Angry ..... 10:50:00 PM

to the whoever person u know who u r .... i don know wat u did to my comp ... but all the songs i downloaded r gone .... u better go and think of ways to find back all the songs that r erased and U R NOT ALLOW TO USE MY COMP AGAINZ !!!!! so irresponsible .... somemore finish using my comp don even bother to put the mouse pad back and u didnt even bother to wipe my study table when u made it wet !!!! think u must go for lesson to make sure u learn all ur manners !!!!! i m damn angry .... damn pissed by u !!!!!!!!

Thank You ... 5:41:00 PM

Essence of love in this word what i mean,
Nature of two, of a dove
The love can never be seen.
Presence of touch in the palm of your hand,
A gypsy ladies cup, seen trying to understand
A faith not lost in a redeeming hope
For a quest in life, lets an honest man grow

Thank you - a word, not a meaning in full,
One prayer for one star I now give to you
For those who know in their heart of hearts
I'm blessed by you all.

To all my spirit friends around the world...

*Zhen Wen* .. thanx for always being around for me !!! great to ve u as my buddy

*Limpy, Chiang, mx, pr, asyraf, jie,xx*.. thanx for making my life in jc bearable . is always so fun hanging out with u guys !!!! life in jc will not be so fun without ur around !!!!

*yw, ml jeannette and all the dance babes*.. our training for the syf was tough but we managed to pull thru together ... and we have built up strong bonds between us .. lets keep our friendship going ..

*sx, yx, jy*.. thanx for making my life is sec sch so memorable .. lets meet up someday ya

*jane, meilian, candice, jamie*.. my besties during first 3 mths in MI !!! we had so much fun crapping everyday and escaping out of sch when we have lessons !!! lolx ... thanx for sharing with me all ur experiences !!!! *miss ur*

*joey, lynette, jennifer, joyce, Siang Fang, Caiying*.. we r the lamer's club with joey as the president !!! we had great fun suntanning at the beach !!!! laming around after sch almost everyday .... lolx .. hope to meet up with ur soon =)

*regina, mei shan, david*.. is being so long since we all had our pri sch class gethering !!!! haven seen reg and mei shan for the past 5 yrs .... wonder how ur changed ??

*Shan*.. we lost contact for nearly 10 years. lolx ... thanx for making my childhood so interesting . still remember the times we played catching and i fell into the drain !!! haha hope u r doing fine at australia !!!! will visit u next yr after my A's (hopefully)

*to my other frenz* .. nice knowing u all ... lets keep our friendship going

HELLO

May sunshine be with you

ME MYSELF I

Temperamental person with a complicated personality. A person whose cover doesn't match its content.

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