Wednesday, August 31
Numb .... 10:10:00 PM

I m so numb to everything around me ..... ever since i started my jc life .... problems just seem to come one after another .... i start to ponder whether i had made the wrong choice ... wld i be better if i chose poly rather than jc ??? but sad to say when i realised that it was indeed a mistake ... is too late .... i m stuck .... totally stuck ....

so many things happened during this period of time .. left me with happie and sad memories ... ppl come and go ... i have known realli good cliques and i have learnt to cherish my frenz even more ..... thank you for being by my side always .... i m realli afraid to lose u guys as my frenz .....

studies .... is never getting better !!!! the more i wanna study hard ...the more reluctant i m !!!!!! the thought of A's just send shivers down my spine !!!!! i know that time is realli running out but i just cant find the motivation to work hard !!!!!! i hate myself for this .... i know i must work hard but i m not ..... i feel like crying .... to vent out all my angers .... but tears just seem to stuck somewhere in my eyes !!!!!!! i realli want to work hard for this last lap ... someone plz pressurize me !!!!! i m just out of my mind !!!!!

my mind is just too tired to think of any other things other than studies !!!!!! a's is driving me mad !!!!! get me out ....

HELLO
May sunshine be with you

ME MYSELF I
Temperamental person with a complicated personality. A person whose cover doesn't match its content.

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