Beautiful Awakening

I realised i had stopped doing alot of things.

Like going bowling, even though i cant bowl well at all . Heading down to the beach for suntanning . cycling. going little india for eyebrow threading (my eyebrows are so bushy). seating down with a whole grp of friends for steamboat. going to kbox and sing my lungs out as though i m the next pop singer. Meeting up with my cliques ( some not all ).
watching movies. going to my favourite Egyptian restaurant at arab street. walking all the way from orchard to esplanade. going to esplanade on weekends and just stone there for hours. falling in love. eating buffet thinking how much fats i gotta accumulate if i don exercise regularly. dancing ( i miss those days with the dance babes). playing badminton. going to the gym. going gaga over a guy . eating snickers which is my all time favourite chocolate . reading horror stories. pubbing. crying.

feels like i m missing out alot. is this another night when i m feeling low again and my imaginations are running wild ? a night to feel pessimistic and mourning how bad my life is now when it isnt that bad (hopefully) !!!!! but i simply have nothing to look forward to . maybe my only anticipation is the 10 o'clock show every weekday which i had watched for the third time !!!!!! ask my why i love that show so much ... cos i got the feeling of being in love when i watched it !!! and someone thought i m damn idiotic to watch the show every weekday when i have the dvd at home !!!! but u don understand . thats maybe the only thing i m anticipating .. i m looking forward to nothing !!!!! now then i realise how much i m missing out in life !!!!!

i m so angry and sad yesterday... sad over the death of steve irwin and angry bcos of someone who accuse me for sth that i swear i didnt do !!!! i hate being malign !!!! i wanna confront him but obviously another someone is trying to stop me from doing so . u know whatever u r saying just irritates me further ??? why r u still helping him when he shld be taking up the blame ???? arghx ... is time i gotta do some packing up in my life !!!!!

HELLO

May sunshine be with you

ME MYSELF I

Temperamental person with a complicated personality. A person whose cover doesn't match its content.

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