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Thursday, September 6
10:30:00 AM
Double blow. Too much of things for me to take. I am exhausted. In the meantime of trying to convince myself to be strong, I am becoming more of a weakling. Seriously i don't know if i am feeling better, it seems like there's no remedy to the heartache that i felt. A scar so fresh, so deep that it hurts a lot. I don't know how to make myself feel better. Please be forgiving if I don't talk as much as before, if i am feeling emo and don't feel like talking, if my words are harsh. I need time to feel better and come to terms with all those discouraging stuffs that i will be going through. What a screwed up life or should i say i screwed up my own life ?
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